Autumn’s snow with chilling breeze….

                      When I realized that I had nothing to lose, not even the so-called ‘self,’ I saw courage face to face for the very first time! When I understood that things happen despite my efforts, I truly relaxed, without a shred of doubt, in an eternity. I became a child again, curious about every little thing. I am being born again and again in the...

Certainty of the Uncertain….!

Digging ‘me’ for a while, to find the ‘I’   ..only to encounter everything which ‘I am not’ so far, in frustration… Digging further in desperation…, hoping one day noting else left to dig… Not sure, what remains after! the digger, at least ?? When tired, taking rest as a witness in the solitude of presence…. Seeing the digger, digging and everything that...

My tears never pretend…!

I don’t know why I love you. I don’t even care if you don’t know me. It may even be insane to love someone I’ve never met. But what I care about is how deeply I love you! When I hear your name, my ears don’t bother with anything else… When I see your image, I somehow understand the meaning of beauty… When I think of you, I lose my sense of the world around me… When I’m allowed to recite your name,...

Abyss of Nowhere !

What a struggle it had been… to choose which shirt to wear to which dream to spin! It’s a struggle, moment to moment, every moment! Struggling to choose the best! Even choosing the thoughts that whisper they are the best! Who decides what’s best? I am glad for life, for dropping me into the abyss of nowhere! Even more glad that there was no option left, no choice to make again! How easy life became! How incredible...

Dreams, that I chased after….

Did not know what it meant, when I asked you for the ‘Dispassion’… Not even a glimpse of it, believe me ! You are such a grace, throwing me into the depths! Had times, this mortal wanted to reach the top of the world, not because it deserved better… Gone are the days; dreams don’t let me sleep, and dreams that I chased after… What a peace now! Even dispassion toward peace still keeps me in peace!...